perspective

ah man, ive been eating way too much ice cream lately... but moving on; after calculating i see that i've lost about one pound a week since i started in november. i rather like that, it's some nice steady progress. 5 pounds more and i'll be 25% towards my goal! and i am firmly under 100 lbs left to lose. i rock!

blogworld, it's really hard to keep things in perspective sometimes. i look in the mirror and i dont see a difference; i put on my clothes and they feel the same as they did last month; and had i a belt, would i even see a notch go down?! *sigh*

But one must step back and look at the whole picture. 26 lbs down is a lot. and yes it's happened slowly, but i worked for it. i could work harder maybe, but there's nothing wrong with how it's going now. no need to compare myself to others, im going to just take care of me.

im developing new life eating skills and pound by pound im getting rewarded for it. slow as this is going for me, time and pace doesnt matter b/c it's permanent this time. each pound is really gone, forever.