ive not been terribly social thus far here in korea. the weather, the money, etc. Sometimes i tag along, but it's not so fun for me b/c my colleagues hit up the bar and im not much a drinker. i like to dance. havent seen any good dancefloors yet. im a social drinker, yeah, but right now all im thinkin is that alcohol is LOADED with calories! im really trying to be conscious of what i take in, especially since im not doing my daily step set and wont until who knows. well after april 10 at least. so i drink sometimes b/c i dont want to be a party pooper, but b/c EVERY outing involves drinking, it's me drinking way way more than i usually do.my sometimey isnt enough for some of these people. drink, drink, drink! blogworld, the peer pressure is so annoying. it's not even peer, b/c im older than most of these people, and when i say no thanks i dont want a drink, dont shove a shot of tequila at me, dammit, i said no, kid, leave me alone!
so there i was at the bar sipping on some soju/juice mix and then just decided, "dude this is stupid. i dont even want this stupid drink." so thats it, im not drinking anymore, dammit, not unless i feel like it. it really made me angry when i got to thinking about it, b/c i'd made it clear that i am working on nutrition, that alcohol has too many calories, that im not much a drinker to begin with, and yet every outing is, "C'mon, what are you drinking? I'll buy you a drink!" *sigh*
im too grown for all this. "this" meaning putting up with something that i dont want to. im in charge, i do want i want. and i dont want to go out with you if youre going to keep pushing liquor on me. go drink yourself, have a good time, deja me en paz. shit. >:(
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