kenzicle

11/30/06 hello world. it's around 11:30 pm, just got off work and im home. feeling very calm and peaceful. today i read this girls' entire blog. it's her weight loss blog. she started at 220 and is now at 160 or so? but she looks fantastic, more like 130-ish. *sigh* it was so inspiring. a lot of other weight loss blogs ive read mysteriously stop. they are set up super nice, have a link for tracking weight, for tracking exercise, etc, and it goes from 2/05 to 6/05 and then nothing. or it starts off as a weight loss blog, but then the entries are no longer about weight, but about life, pop culture, etc, not that people cant blog about that but it made me think "these people dont want to talk about their weight anymore..." and i know why. it was starting to depress me, like, does it work for anybody? can anybody lose all this weight and keep it off? so many times i've tried and stuck with a diet for 2 days and then give up and feel crappy. this time, this is going to be the last weight loss program i ever do, ive made up my mind, this is the time that i will get control of my eating and never be over 200 pounds again, im sure of it. and i was beginning to think that maybe i was wrong, finding all these others who attempted and failed to do what im trying to do, how am i any different? then the goddesses let me find kenzi's blog, and now everything is ok again. kenzi, i dont know you, girl, but i love you.